I might have Damo come around next week from Melbourne, I haven't seen him in a while and our telephone conversations have been pretty few and far in between. I'm wondering if he's been playing that much chess as of late...looking forward to duking it out on the checkered square as i've totally been hangin for a proper game, hanging out for anything, any distraction that takes me from that seeming inevitable - all the reason in the world, all the awareness of consequence amounts to shit when your chips are down and you're on that lonely and insane road to a grand fuck up. Have to pray i suppose, hard for a person who's just got that many resentments towards being just being. Everything Zen? I don't think so. A twenty four hour plan, keep this thing in the day as they stress - that simple huh?