i'm sick of watching television- can't stop watching television. i'm hurting internal with images of suicide bombers and i am being swayed here and there by the truth of it. I don't want a silver platter ideology, i don't want to feed into the fear of an anchor dictating that somewhere in Lakemba, an islamic bookstore is selling a book on why it's shit to be Australian...i'm caving and i'm turning into something else. I'm sick of watching television.