it's been a while i guess, had a stint in rehab and am learning what it means to love and be clean at the same time. about that hardcore desk job, well i fucked it off...im so over work at the moment, I just want to DANCE! Nic has absolutely blown me away and i'm totally overwhelmed at how intense the last month with her has been...teething problems, relapses. Whatever, i'm smitten and i don't care if i am codependent, i want this more than anything at this very moment, scary thing is that this feels...well, it just feels. Love you Nic.