i volunteered to be tea person for this meeting. Yesterday i enquired about some part time work at this shoe retail place down the road, i so don't want to think about career right now, jeez, look what happened last time...so if i get it, i'll be ok, two or three days work is A OK...for now. Nic and i went to visit the kiddies, it was her first meeting with them and everything was stinky (that's good, in Nic blah) err, everything that's going on is very manageable, even though there's a lot of debri that's floating, she and i seem to be able to deal with things, to deal with us. It's just so different from my normal you know?